Lee Girl's Wedding

It has been long time since i stopped writing on my blog..
Maybe i was just lazy or i'm just too happy and forgot to jot down those happy moments..

Yesterday was the wedding day of my primary school best friend-- lee girl..
I wasn't surprise that she asked me to be her "ji mui" as this was our promise during the young days..

That was the first time i ever attended a wedding ceremony in Singapore.. where i had to wake up early in the morning.. rushing thru the custom.. reaching the bride's house.. went back jb setting up my hair style, resting, kacau Yuan, rushing back to Clark Quay to attend the dinner... everything was so amazing.. esp meeting up with others " ji mui" - Jolene, Yihui, MeiQi, LinLiang, SeuLan & ShengYin. It's really good to know them..

Never forgot how we "play" the bridegroom... Our acting are so good, i suppose...that's why the video end up so dramatically nice.. haha...

The best part would be meeting up with those primary schoolmates..(Ziwei, Iris, PeiNing, Chee Hao n Mun5) Having the wedding dinner while laughing so crazily and happily.. Kun Len's jokes and all others "cooperation" which make our table to be the noisiet among other table... We were just like those mad ppl.. haha It was really memorable and unforgettable...

Looking at best friend wedding did really makes me feel so excited to look forward for my own one.. But i knew it wasn't the right time yet.. but I can feel lee girl has already grabbed her happiness.. I wonder how about mine..

Receiving so many question as to when is going to be my turn.. haha... A bit frustrated.. but can't deny that i'm awaiting a perfect wedding.. I don't know what kind of perfect that i wanna achieve but i knew i hope that mine would be a special one.. atleast for me ..

There are so many things to be done and to be learn throughout different level of the life.. from infant.. children.. teenager... adult... being a wife.. being a mother... haha.. It's really long way to go and lots of effort needed... I don't want to marry just because everybody around me is married... I want to be when both us know that's the right timing... Maybe i wasn't at the stage of getting married yet..

They ask me... Why i'm not worry that if the longer i drag, the dangerous the relationship will be.. But i strongly believe.. If someone is going to be changed.. It doesn't relates to year(s) that the relationship goes on... but the personality of the people... If one is not fated to be mine.. I won't gain my happiness to force him to be mine and finally he wouldn't be mine.. Correct? No one would ever die due to the "dissapearance" / unfaithfulness of some other people.. Time will be still running and the world will be still turning...

So, why don't i just wait for the right timing to do the right thing at the right place with the right people... haha... Maybe i'm thinking too much..

It's indeed good to" grab" someone who can provide us a happiness life .. So, when is my turn? Sorry i got no answer... but definately not now haha... Can everybody just stop asking me about this? Give me a wider space of air to breath and maybe the right time will be reaching soon.. Who knows.. haha.. That's me.. My style..